It was the June on 1993 and on the cover of Spin magazine, J Mascis is seated in an orange and white striped chair with a cross and sullen look on his face. To his left, the cover line reads, "Dinosaur Jr.: J. Mascis is God." Mascis, the guitarist for Dinosaur Jr., had recently released the album Where You Been, a colossal, guitar-heavy album that original Dinosaur Jr. bassist Lou Barlow now describes as "huge-sounding and...epic," despite the fact that he had left the band at that point.
Following the 1988 release of its classic album Bug, the Mascis-Barlow tensions combusted in a manner that did not need any embellishment for a VH1 Behind the Music episode. While Barlow went on to form the much-lauded bands Sebadoh and Folk Implosion, Mascis and drummer Murph forged on with Jr.'s stellar follow-ups Green Mind and Where You Been with various bassist's, Mascis eventually dropping the band name altogether in the late '90's.
So, its nothing short of remarkable that 20 years after
the release of its debut album, Mascis, Murph and Lou began touring
again. And now - even more remarkable- the demigods of fuzzy, low-if
indie rock are back recording material and having fun doing it. Shortly
before working out the final tracks and mixing the album, Barlow took
some time to reflect on the rebirth of Dinosaur Jr.
THE RELUCTANT REUNION
He [J Mascis] got himself this manager out of Boulder, and he had a lot
of experience with jamband kinds of bands. He's like, "Jay, you gotta
get a reunion. You gotta get the band back together." J's like, "No."
[laughs] But then the guy just went ahead and started calling me and
calling Murph, and pretty soon he kind of backed J into a corner, like
"Look, I got them on board, you gotta do it!" [laughs]
SOUND SCIENTIST
I cut my teeth with Dinosaur, despite all the reality TV kind of crap
that I put on it after I was kicked out of the band. But what we
actually did creatively was great, and I never questioned that, so to
come back was a real treat. It was powerful, too. What I noticed was
different was that J was just way more into it. Over these intervening
years, he's just been developing his sound like a scientist.
J'S BAND
Now, it's totally different. The music's changed, the writing's
completely different. We're basically continuing what J's been doing.
This is like, we're J's band, and he's been writing records. The period
that I was involved in the band was a very short period that led into a
lot of these epic guitar records. So this is more like, in some ways, a
continuation of what he's up to. But we played some songs for an old
friend of ours, and he said, "It really sounds like you guys."
J'S HOUSE PART 1: WEIRD FRUIT
There were two sessions at J's house. We had the first in February.
He's got this real nice ProTools hidef set up and all kinds of amps. It
seemed really surreal, like, "We're actually gonna make a record?" And
it was really cold, and being back in that kind of a situation with J
and Murph... it took me probably three weeks to even digest what we
were trying to do. By that time, that session was over. There wasn't
really much of an in for me to write with the band or anything like
that. It was some songs that J had worked out and Murph and I Just
playing them over and over again trying to get the feel right for Jay.
So it was sort of weird, but it was fruitful.
J'S HOUSE PART 2: SIMPLER
We got back together again a couple of weeks ago right after a tour
that we'd done. The weather was beautiful; I got to bring some songs
in. Jay threw a few more songs together, and somehow it just seemed a
lot more fluid or just at least fun or something. We're finishing up
the stuff now. And I'm understanding the vibe of J's songs more. The
music that we played when I was in the band was pretty aggressive and
kind of ambitious as far as how many parts were in the song. And Jay's
stuff right now seems to be just a lot simpler.
THAT'S DUMB
I actually brought two electric songs to the band, so that's kind of
double the output as far as bands go. [laughs] I purposefully brought
things that I felt weren't finished because I wanted the band to finish
them. And I played with Murph a little bit: I had him cone out to L.A.,
and we just sort of jammed for a couple of days before we went out on
this tour. I'd introduced him to some of the riffs and stuff, so when
we got to J's house he had a loose idea of what he wanted to do. We
started playing together, and J would just sort of critique, like,
"Don't do taht drum part. That's dumb. Do this." He was like the voice
of reason when it came to getting my songs down. But I think with J's
songs it's like, you just try to do stuff that doesn't annoy him.
[laughs] He's just a whole different person.
AND THE BAND PLAYED ON
I think maybe that we're just into hanging together. I'm such a hardass
when it comes to music that I love. I'm just totally one of those that
if your first two albums were good, all the rest of your shit sucks.
I've got that kind of brutal perspective on rock in general, so I think
that by doing this we're just really putting ourselves up to this
shitstorm. Like, "Oh, you guys, glad you're making more money." The
biggest surprise for me is that, as we get closer to the end, it's
like, "I don't care what anybody thinks. I don't care. I'm really happy
we did it. It's something that's going to remind me of a really good
time in my life when it's done."
I'd say the glass became half full last year, and now it's getting
close to overflowing. What once was a scar feels more like the little
bumps and bruises you take as a kid, stuff that you learn from. That's
kind of the way it's all feeling to me now. This record, on a personal
level, that's what it means to me. And maybe, in some way, that'll come
out when people listen to it. Maybe that's the way it'll all hang
together, I hope. At it's core, this whole project is just a way to
keep Murph off the streets, keep me in baby shoes and diapers and keep
J's legacy rolling.